To Drink or Not To Drink

Well another day and the injections feel like they are getting easier. Must have done something different or better as the needle went in really easily.

Am feeling tired but a lot better than last week when I was on the pill, when I felt very emotional all the time. I still find myself having anxieties but they are worries about things going wrong rather than feeling things are wrong. At the moment I have been filling my life with fun festival things to do. Saw one play yesterday, a very low key fringe rendition of the Greek myth of Dido. Going to see two more tonight and then another tomorrow. Wowzers. Haven't been so cultural in an age.

I suppose going to see things means the not drinking thing is not such an issue. I want to keep social and busy this time around but seeing certain friends makes it very hard not to drink. Was invited to a dinner party in 2 weekends today which normally would be lovely but found myself getting all anxious about it. The friends just do not understand the not drinking thing. See it as an old wives tale or something. I could just about cope with it but there would be problems with H I feel. Maybe we should just not go though that seems a shame to cut ourselves off.

Agghhh. there goes my anxious brain again - causing issues where there need be none.