But things have been tense with H again. He kept letting me down all weekend and just doesn't seem to be in this experience with me this time at all, which makes me feel so lonely. But then, I am very demanding of him at the moment too. I have no tolerance at all. And if this all works out, I know things would be ok. It is the infertility which has torn us so apart. If it doesn't who knows but will deal with that then.
Had a job interview this morning also and haven't a clue how it went, but I really want the job all of a sudden. Can really imagine myself there, being happy.
Fingers crossed that luck is about to change. Had an email back from that friend who I had a falling out with last year. Seems there's a chance of recovery there. So if we go by the 'everything goes in threes' theory that is the first good thing, and there are two more to follow. Job and, i dare not say the other one but I think it is obvious what it should be.
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