H too. Drinking wine and joking around with a group of really nice people seemed to do him the world of good, he is back to his old self. At least for now.
Actually, he was good from Friday night when he came back. Doesn't seem to accept that just because I am bleeding means that I am not pregnant. I suppose the nurse in the clinic was quite emphatic that bleeding can happen. Its just I am pretty sure she didn't mean bleeding this much. It was nice to feel he had some hope though, somehow made me feel better. I will take the test tomorrow just in case, while not expecting much.
I have been feeling very tired, though. At points during the wedding and when I got back last night. Have been collapsed for most of today also. In and out of sleep on the sofa. I suppose it is a natural side effect of losing all this blood.
Was in a big dilemma about whether to drink at the wedding. In my head I can't see how I am pregnant. I have let myself have a bath and drink some caffeine. But alcohol seemed a step too far. In the end I volunteered myself as driver which took the dilemma away. Then found I didn't actually want to drink anyway. In retrospect I don't think I would not have been up to it as felt like I had a hangover without having a drop anyhow! I will allow myself a symbolic cocktail if the test is negative though.
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