Thursday, 3 June 2010

Full blown

Full blown period now. I know it can happen - but it feels like clutching at straws to believe I might possibly be pregnant now.
Somehow the fact that this period came so early, earlier even than last time, makes me feel more of a failure. I don't even get to do the test to see.

On top of this it is so bleak with H. He is working late and is very distant since Sunday's outburst. I emailed his sister with my concerns and she has replied very sensibly, but compounded my feelings that he just cannot live in this country. And I cannot live in Australia. Especially since it would just be for him.

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