AMH Test

Went up to the Lister Clinic yesterday to get a blood test. Apparently it will measure my AMH levels and so tell me if these tablets I have been taking for the past three months have made any difference at all. I suppose that is pretty significant.
She hasn't actually said we shouldn't do IVF again if there is no change, but I am wondering if we should. The doctor at the first clinic we went to was originally very clear that we should only go through the process once as success with my very low ovarian reserve was so slim and we would just be chucking money away. The only reason she said it was worth giving another go was because of these tablets and what they might do.
I know we are now seeing another doctor who didn't exactly say that but it still seems suddenly very crucial and I have this sense of dread again.
Added to which I feel very distant from H again. My fault. Was away all weekend with my friends then yesterday at the theatre with my mum. Plus he has been poorly and man-flu-y since a week ago and is working late tonight.
Maybe I just need to curl up and indulge myself tonight - completely give in. Have been feeling so much better recently I had almost forgotten what it was like to feel this low.